today

Today at chinese lesson, we did a graph on how different we are from eskimos. My group currently has the most points(not that I'm bragging). This is probably the 4th day since Rachel was kicked from Higher Mother Tongue into our class. At the last lesson in the Science Lab, Clarence took some baby powder and threw it on my pants. They turned white and I had difficulties sweeping them of my pants. I was so damn pissed off. I did'nt care if some P1's passed the lab, I did'nt care if I got scalded by the hot water from the experiment, because it was'nt Matthew that was in the class, it was Emo. After school I went to eat at Central. So sad Grand Chase expires April.

chinese results

Today our mother tongue results for CA1 were revealed. I had failed by 14 marks. I wasn't surprised that I had failed. I didn't study hard enough. Anyway I wasn't the last in class, Justin had gotten 11/90. I've told mummy and she didn't scold or cane me. My chinese teacher has changed and she asked for both signatures of both parents. Darn. I hate it when I tell daddy that I've failed.

english results

Yesterday we got our English results.I had scored 78/100.Not so good for mummy.When I told Clarence that mummy wouldn't be too pleased about my results, he told me" you don't want your paper then exchange with me La!Anyway you also got the best marks what".Even if mummy wasn't pleased with my results,I still had my com time.

english paper

Today was English paper. I'd range it 7 on 10. Quite easy but allot of errors. Then went to recess. I gobbled up my rice and fried fish then went to play soccer at the field. The field quite weird cos' the grass one day is yellow one day is green. I got stuck with keeper role and just waited there. I could sleep the whole recess. Cos' kelvin always scores and even the P6 cannot beat him. He is a pro in soccer. Today went to tuition by bus. Saw a guy on bus 39 with a t-shirt that said: Support MAN U. HATE ARSENAL AND LIVERPOOL FC. Lol.

Today at recess I played soccer as usual but Nazri's mother forbade to bring his ball. So me and Hadi ran to borrow a ball from the school. Then he went of to play with those 5/5, 5/4 and some 5/3 pupils. So there was only Ernest, Nazri, Patricia, Kelvin and Me left plus a few more. When it was close to the end of recess, Kelvin kicked the winning goal.... but it struck a P6 guy in his abdomen. When I mentioned Kelvin, he isn't from Singapore or a p5 pupil. He told us that he was a secondary 3+ pupil in Vietnam. So imagine the force on the guy's abdomen. He was sprawled on the roasted yellowish grass groaning in pain. But Kelvin didn't give a heck, he continued and kicked the ball into the goal post. After recess we did some filling of English, maths and science. It was a total mess on the table, worksheets, pencils, erasers and pens everywhere.

A few days ago I was appointed health monitor in the class which is a good thing. But Rachel is the health monitress which is a bad thing. So to make things easier(for me), she collected small fruity veggie cards while I collected big ones(you can get a big one if you exchange it for 10 small ones). And she agreed! Wonder why shes so dumb to accept that deal. At recess I couldn't find Darren again. . Maybe its because hes too short so I couldn't see him.

little boy 3

Today I saw the little boy again and he was on his little bike. Tirell didn't go for his remedial lesson. I didn't know why. Tomorrow I'm going to Nazri's house to do our art project. We thought of doing a battle carrier in the sea but it was too troublesome to make a fighter jet.

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Today was any other day.At MT, I borrowed an E-dictionary from Axel, when he claimed it, he stepped on my water bottle(my bottle is a NIKE bottle)and it splattered water all over my table. Those who saw it said "orrrrrrrrrrr" then when my stupid lao shi saw he said"wah!ni wu nian ji hai tou niao?" or "wah! you P5 still piss on the floor?" I stuttered that it was Axel that stepped on my bottle but my words where drowned by their laughter. Only Melvin satyed by my side and told Axel to go away. That moment was when I knew who my real friends were.

After eating lunch, i went to the hall to play catching. At recess when we played in the group,most of them would chase me,but at the hall noone would chase me.Then we went to class for literacy plus.After class I thought I would have time to look for the little boy but mummy was already waiting for me.

little boy 2

Today I saw the little boy again at the playground. He was accompanied by his maid and his pet dog,Muffin. He probably didn't recognise me cos' when I said hi he didn't reply. He only recognised Tirell cos' that was the fourth time Tirell saw him. When I saw him before I took the bus home I said to him"OK, gor gor need to go home now, OK? bye bye!" He replied "bye bye gor gor"

little boy 1

Today was my first day of literacy plus. Didn't enjoy cos' the teacher wouldn't allow us to go to the toilet for one and a half hour. After class I went to the playground with Tirell. We saw a toddler there and even though he was a stranger, we played with him. Then Tirell's mother came, she offered me to use her handphone to call mummy. After that she offered me some cod fish sticks. I liked that little boy, his mum didn't seem to mind me playing with him.

another day

Yesterday celebrated CNY and played FIFA 09 on WII. Could'nt sleep cos' too much activity in brain. Today at chinese lesson XL teased me and said i liked someone. So at recess I teased him back. Then when I was talking to Xavier, he came from behind and pushed me. Our heads collided. It felt as if my skull cracked. When I came back to reality, Xavier, Clarence and I hit him in the stomach. I'm now playing Smiley Wars. My bruise still hurts.

going back to school

Today is the second day of school. I'm gaining confidence in finding friends. Although daddy and mummy keep telling me that at primary school you don't find friends that understand you truly. I've got a teacher who says she's been teaching for coming to 17 years and that she's taught a psycho child who uses the sharp edge of a pencil to poke other children's neck. Mrs Cheong is teaching 5/5 and I see her often. I'm playing my usual soccer with my previous class mates and having a little fun. Daddy says when I'm in secondary years I'll find a true friend.

Last night, I couldn't sleep. I didn't know why. So I sat up on my bed. Staring at open space. Thinking of what happens tomorrow and if soon I'll lose something precious. I'm not angry that I don't have friends at all. Cos' I never had one. And I didn't lose any friendship. I just play the DS or PSP. Don't think about it and it won't creep up and get me. If it doesn't get me I don't lose my confidence and hide in my bedroom and think that why don't I have friends. On the outside I try to be strong. I'd try to withstand what people say about me. But in the end, I'll break down and lose it all. Cos' they're so crude, they're words pierce through me. And that wound stays there. and just when I recover my confidence I'd get pierced again. And it goes on.