rib eye steak for 2 nights.

Yesterday we had home-made steak. It was Delicious and taste good. We had it the day before yesterday for nic nic's bonding. Daddy sugested having it again as my uncles and aunties were coming over.
I got to try carrying my cousin, Ethan, for a second try. He sat still and not like when we went to the church to praise him. His cheeks are chubby and his head is round with a little hair. Abby also wanted to play Spongebob Monopoly. After setting everything up, she said she did'nt want to play anymore. I told her if she did'nt want to play then she should keep up.

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I'm so depressed. grandpa coughs so badly and I have to resist. Mummy is starting to give him information and I just act normal. Sad thing is yesterday night we forgot to off the tv and got banned from playing ps2 for 1 week. My dumb brothers quarelled and said it was one anothers fault. I'm typing now at 6:19pm and nic nic and ge ge just wasted my mp4s battery when I waited one WHOLE day for it to charge!!!!!!!!!!!

I also played with my hamsters just now. Theodore tried to bite but I pulled my hand away just in time.

grandfather.......2

Before I was on the computer, I notice grandfather's feet had one side perfectly normal and the other had skin peeling off. a few days ago, mummy went to see a medical social worker. He said that we should slowly feed grandfather with information and then let him find out what he has. My cousin, Seth, is trying to help by selling his scooter and it's even published in The New Paper. I feel useless not able to help but I'm one of his grandchildren and not his child. I hope when he finds out and takes medication, he'll be able to do things normally. His coughing also makes us hurt deep down inside.

grandfather.......

One night when we were playing with our toys,mummy told us not to tell nic nic about this: our granfather had cancerous cells in him. He was the only grandfather I ever saw and I was losing him already. I cried apon hearing that. Daddy's father had gone when he was only 10 years old. Even if I beg god to let him live longer, he would'nt. Nature has it's ways of living. Now I regret treating him like a stranger when I was younger. We all try not to cry in front of him as we try not to break the news to him now. Then a few days later, ge ge told me that grandfather terminal cancer. I cried. Will we all see him happy after telling him and getting him through the treatment? Or will we all miss him? If I don't have enough time to say this I'll say it now.....

I LOVE YOU GRANDFATHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GET WELL SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Goodbye,forever,my dear friend.....

I woke up today lazing in bed, I changed up into my usual clothes and went down. After ge ge went of to his tuition, I went to play with my hamsters. First, to check if they were healthy, I blew at them. Theodore instantly got up and went to dig at the wood shavings. Simon was a different story, he lay on the ground of their toilet, stiff and not moving. I picked him up, then the thought of death went to my head. Nic Nic cried and I responded too. "Don't leave me Simon!!!!!!! If you want to go, go after my exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!! DON'T LEAVE ME!!!!!!" after sobbing and snapping to ourselves. we placed him in a shoebox. After my tuition, I came back and composed a song for him:

Wherever you go, I will follow,

wherever you are, I will remember.

Whatever you say, I will listen,

till nightfall you depart and leave forever.

When sun comes out,

and announces a new day.

you leave us to the netherworld,

and leaving us in dismay.

Now when I remember,

tears trickle down my face.

making me a fool,

a fool of disgrace.

May you leave with peace

my friend,I will be fine without you.

Now that you are gone,

our friendship line is torn.

May you find my grandparents,

and leave with a happy life.

In the netherworld you will

find them,along with your dear brother.

Now that this is ending,

all I want to hear from you

the last thing I want to hear from you

is your beautiful squeak

The last thing I want to say to him is the simple word goodbye.

stress!!!!My little BAD brother

Today, when I returned home, I did my usual routine of showering and went up stairs to revise my work as tomorrow is my zuo wen. I then did what mummy wanted until she went to daddy's study room to talk to gege about.............Then, nic nic did the thing Nobody in the family would EVER EVER do. He typed F*** (uncensored)on mummy's MSN chat with one of her friends. Mummy scolded him and made him write the sentence 'I will never use vulgarity again' for fifty times. However, he only wrote six times of it in the book and he also drew a smiley face on the front cover at the 'Name' place. Hope he will learn his lesson not to use vulgarities again.

CATERPILLAR 2

Today,Axel and I caught 2 caterpillars in a container Axel brought from home.we fed it lots and lots of leaves before storing them in my pitch black(when door is closed)locker with rock hunting and insect hunting equipment.Then Ms Tan brought us to the computer lab cos the other class' have oral.I played restauraunt empire for the first half an hour,and zoo empire for the other.Monday is gonna be great!!!!!!!!!!!!

CATERPILLAR

Axel and I now catch bugs on days that rained before recess and get our shoes all muddy and filthy.Anyway,Axel caught a caterpillar and we gave it lots of leaves before the weekend last week.Instead of getting a half decomposed caterpillar,it got bigger!But the sad part is that we left it at the pond in school and it got fried.And when I mean fried,I mean fried.Well,I won't be so mean,ok?Lets just say it turned black colour.Up till now,we hav'nt found a replacement

I am stressed out!!!!!!!!!!

The exam s for SA1 are coming and I still am not so good at my chinese. so mummy said we had to do a comprehension every day till exams are over. I am nervous because my oral and chinese oral is this very week!!!!!! arrrrgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!I just read chinese books out loud to mummy just now before I wrote this.And next week(i think)will be my exams already!!!!!!!.

I hate axel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today,after music lessen,Xavier,my classmate,while picking his bag up,he saw a small cute baby lizard.Then that idiot Zacheryused his young scientist book and attempted to smack it.I stopped him by punching him in the stomach lightly.He shouted at me and ran away because it was the end of school.Coward,Hahahahahhahahahahaha.But then that axel walked over and stomped on it.Then stomped on his foot.Served him right.Then i looked closer at the poor reptile.It had a scratch on itss forehead and its hand.It was twitching a little and then.It left to the netherworld.Me being an emotional baby(as what my mum wrote in "RIP")wept a little and then bit my lip to prevent crying out loud.I'll never give him another gift again(until i forgive him of course).

Axel had an operation.I found a crystal and i did'nt get into junior school team!

Axel had a hole in his stomach tissue and had gone for an operation.He'll be coming back tomorrow.Mrs Cheong assigned Clarence and me to help him up the stairs and carry his bag.
And the best thing about it is that we don't need to sing the national anthem!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(not that I hate singapore)
But we had to keep very quiet and not jump around the classroom.I'm happy that Axel's back so we can go rock hunting again.
And i forgot to mention,today while practising floor ball at the hall,I found a crystal on the floor.I showed Josh(my other friend)and he said"wow cool,invisible man!"and i said"of course la!Its a crystal,what do you expect?green colour?blue colour?red colour????"when Axel is back I'm gonna give it to him as a welcome back surprise.
Talking about floor ball,I didn't get into school team.AAAAARRRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I HATE IT!HATE IT!!Maybe Ill get in next year.when i'm P5.

CA1 IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!rock hunting with my best pal

YAHOO!!!!!CA1 is over!!!!!yippee I'm happy!(and if you don't know whats CA its continual assessment, a ten percent exam)and i can listen to my MP3!After studying English,then Maths then Mother Tongue and last Science.Me and my friend Axel,were jumping for joy at recess time we bought our food and gobbled them up.As usual we went rock hunting.When i found a n interesting rock i took it,placed them in water in my empty green tea bottle and kept looking.When recess was over,we compared them with our rival team.We often stole rocks from each other and lied that we were in a different place at that time.The rivals expert was named Clarence.We have our own "territory" which we only find rocks in our own territory.Their area is quite boring cos' they can only find chalk there,or maybe white rocks?????I wish they would stay at their own area and not keep stealing our rocks............................

3 drawf hamsters on the internet for free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today,mummy was logged on on M4M as ussual and suddenly she saw a topic on 3 baby drawf hamsters for free.Then,we SMS daddy whether we could have them and he said yes!gege and I jumped up and down shouting YIPEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Then we drew a chart on who is responsible for bathing and feeding them for each meal time.I also went to dig out the hamster book mummy bought a long time ago when I liked animals.I can't wait for them to come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my terrapin

On tuesday,at midnight,my terrapin,shadow,left me and my family.He was not afraid to see us humans unlike other terrapins.when i was bored, i usually played with him in the pond.Until he fell ill.......His shell had softened and he couldent swin well,when mummy was feeding him with my family's other two terrapins,Griffindor and Sonic,she said shadow could'nt swim very well.Mummy bought a piece of calcium in the shape of a terrapin and placed it in the water.The night before his death,mummy told me that Griffindor and Sonic had swam to him and placed their front legs on his shell,as if giving him courage and saying"come on Shadow you can fight the desease".While I was in our car,my mummy said"I think Shadows gone".When we arived at our house,I ran to the pond,and there he was,motionless.I took out one of my boxes and placed him in the box.Gege(elder brother)went to pick flowers for him.I wrote on the cover,"RIP SHADOW"
and mummy took two pictures of him.Then when nic nic(nicholas,my little brother)came home,
we walked out to sungai api api(may be wrong spelling)and buried him.Then we said some prayers and went back home.Gege did'nt even care about him.But i dont care for gege.Hes like so nerdy and only cares about our LCD T.V.,Computer, PS2 and GameBoy.A few days later,I told him he did'nt care for him.Then we arguid,"you know why i laugh at you?because you cry so funny!HAHAHA!"Then i could'nt control myself,"SHUT UP nerd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"He fell silent,pulled his blanket over him and then slept.Uptil now i still cry about Shadow...