Today was English paper and i guess i did ok. But the only thing on my mind is grandpa. I still miss him and its hard to forget him. I keep telling myself that hes on a long holiday but I can't bring myself to beleiving it. Before I sat down to have dinner I said "wai gong chi" or "grandpa please eat"

Tomorrow is maths and Im not confident. My life just crumbled after he went but I still keep pretending Im OK.

Today we changed to the science lab 1 because Mdm Norsham is pregnant.

But i think Mrs Soon is waaaaaaaaaaaaaay better. Too bad she went to take some test or whatever. Axels been sick for quite long. And he has not come back since the thursday before the holidays.

The past few days Auntie Wati has gone back to Java. But yesterday we heard the worst news of all. Her daughter who went missing a few days before she went back was found dead. I feel so sorry for her. She lost her father when she was young, her husband and now her daughter. Mummy said that some people's lives are very 'poor thing' and that theres nothing that can help it. Auntie is coming back on sunday and I will try to do something to cheer her up.

On monday my CL teacher gave me my chinese results and I passed. But I'm not happy cos I didn't get B and get a PSP daddy promised me. So next SA2 I'm gonna aim for B. I'm also kinda happy that I passed and don't have to be a vegetarian. Today me and Axel fought cos he called me fat. And I called him his mothers slave. And then fists started flying and he saw stars. Clarence promised me that he'd give me his extra fighting fish but he lied and I so damned angry with him. So after school Mummy brought me to tampines street 21 to buy me a fierce red guy.

Today was English CA2 and I was kinda nervous at first but the paper turned out to be quite easy. After school I ate Nasi Lemak with Kelvin, Clarence and Nasrul. Then Nasrul said he didn't want the chicken wing. But I too did not want it, neither did the rest of the guys. So the next thing Nasrul did was unbelievable because he threw the chicken wing like a boomerang. Then Clarence used the plastic cover of the nasi lemak to carry it and kick on to the tree. And then Clarence held up his hands in "victory". That's what he called it. But Kelvin did something more unbelievable...... He drank Red Bull. He said it was an energy drink and sure enough on the can was two words:Energy Drink. When we came home I did tuition work. After finishing I made paper helicopters and put blue-tack on the bottom. It spun well and I'm gonna sell them to my DUMB classmates. Because if Nigel made quite a tidy sum of money selling ice cream stick guns that shoot limited rubber bands. But for my Helli's they can be used as torpedoes too. And I want money to buy a new soccer ball.

Today at school the stupid Daryl Lim called me some stupid "bad words" which are so kiddy man! He likes to call people names and hes very kaypoh if you know what I mean. So I called him Daryl Lim Kay Kiang. That did it. He started chasing me around. But he did'nt catch me cos at that time Kelvin came. And Daryl doesn't mess with me when Kelvins around cos Kelvin likes hitting people for no reason. But one thing I notice is that Daryl doesn't mess with me( when Kelvin is not around) when I have my hockey stick. And tomorrow I'm bringing the hockey stick tomorrow. So Daryl better watch out. Haha......

Today at school we were seperated into our groups and then started our drills. Since Syahid did'nt come, I was the leader of the group. Then I went to get a 100 plus from the drink stall before going to the classroom. When I arrived Mrs Soon was already in the class so we all remained silent. After MT, Kelvin was fooling around with my hockey stick and hit Rachel on the head and then she started crying. Since we all know Darren likes Rachel, we all teased Darren that he would cry too. Then I started this minor thing that Darren would go outside the girl's toilet and 'console' Rachel. And I gotta admit that was kinda mean. Cos the words I said were a little "colourful". So everyone, except Darren, Rachel and her friends, all had a little laugh.

After school Mummy fetched me and I ate chicken rice. Then I went to do Xiu(tuition teacher)'s homework for me which was to copy multiplications of 3(48 times) 4(64 times) and 6(72 times). So to me(no offence but....) Xiu is kinda crazy. If you know what I mean.

Today was Nazri's birthday and I was kinda angry with me cos I knew it since yesterday and I said I would get him something but i forgot to. We celebrated by playing soccer with the usual guys and girls. Almost all the girls are tomboys. The girly girls all play games by themselves so its borrrrrring. Actually not all the guys came. Only Syahid, Azri, Azmina, Batrisha, Nazri and me. Nazri's father is getting him a new soccer ball which should be bigger than the current one cos its kiddy size.

Today we went to school and like usual the same damn thing happened again. After school I went to the E-con Mini Mart and had a Iceberg cola for lunch and I know Mummy will say that I should buy proper food and stuff instead of buying sugared drinks but the amount of food in my normal meal is more than 330ml of sugared drinks. Then I went to buy the BB gun at the Mini Mart near East Vale. Then went back to school for Hockey. Then Coach scolded us for not doing more control drills than the P2. Control drill is passing the ball left and right. But on my second attempt I beat the record of 135 by 1.

Today the stupid Lao Shi let the fatso(Axel) off first for no reason at all. So i asked him, 老师，为什么你让他走先？？？？ and he said he just let him go. I then said what????? and muttered the F word under my breath. But I don't care if he scolds me or what cos he is an idiot.

After school we went to Botak Jones to eat and I had Black Pepper Chicken with Cheese Potato and spicy fries(right) and their food is so AWESOME!!!!!!!! It's better than Astons man!!!!!! So we got a membership card for free and then we got $5 off from my NDP 09 booklet from the goodie bag and the bag is really a bag.

Today I woke up and it was snowing!(just kidding) Since we switched our air-con with the studies it's been freezing every single night! and I had to cover my blanket to my neck. We went to eat at Elias Mall and then went to see the plastic models of planes, ships, tanks and dinosaurs. It was cool man. They had models of the Navy ships that failed to "protect" us during WWII. Then we went back home and Mummy and gege went to buy lunch while me and nic played tennis. After that we played with the new Transformer toys Daddy bought us yesterday. We have Desert Tracker Ratchet, Ironhide, Demolisher and Mixmaster. Mixmaster is so awesome cos he has a cannon on top of his head and his head is movable.

Then I went to do homework from Xiu(tuition). Not so inspiring cos I had to copy three words 20 times.

Today we went to the science lab to see specimen slides under our microscopes. But all everyone wanted to see was the human sperm smear so you can say their all sickos. So after school there was hockey practice and Coach selected me to be in the team so I was kinda happy. Now Daddy has something to be proud of and not be so happy about Ge Ge being a prefect.
When Mummy brought me home I told her and she said wow. Then when we came home Mummy showed the MP3 that she got me for my birthday.A Sony Walkman MP3. Red in colour and it is so cool man!!!!

I just went to eat Thai food for my dinner. And it was when I ate my stuffed chicken wing. I then knew why it was called stuffed. Inside was corn, lettuce,peas and other veges. Then I regretted not protesting against Daddy eating Thai food. I could have been eating Rib-eye steak but ate a chicken wing stuffed with veg. So from that moment I had the feeling that Thai people think chickens lay vegetables instead of eggs that's why they call that plant eggplant. Just joking! Don't take me seriously cos in school I'm a little bit of a joker.

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I just had a cramp. In my thigh. It was so damned painful!!!!!! Arrgh! But this isn't the first time I got a cramp. The muscle tightens and it hurts like crazy!!!!!!

Well, Mummy doesn't want to get Realplayer anymore because it goes into the hard drive and takes all the videos and converts them into Realplayer's videos. So I can't get the songs I like and I really wanted them.

But I already gotten some songs from the Media Player.

Today at school I went to talk to Nigel like I always do. But me and Axel are still fighting and calling each other vulgarities. Axel's like 6kg heavier than me but he calls me fat. What a dope. He's a complete idiot man. His whole family is! His grandfather was a baboon!

Anyway Mummy's sad over Grandpa. She says she feels so helpless in the current situation. I too feel helpless. Cos the Chemotherapy is only to extend his time here.

Today I woke up but I didn't feel tired at all. That's pretty much because I slept at about 8.30 something cos I had a damn headache. Yesterday Jiu Jiu changed our air-con with our study rooms cos that one is Way colder then ours cos its longer and more powerful. And me and Andrew started our new Chinese tuition and we do it in an air-con room! Woohoo!..... And the amount of homework is okay too!

Today Mrs Soon didn't come so we were all happy because we would have lesser homework and lesser scoldings from the teachers. Anyway I forgot if I told you guys but Axel's mum called me bad company. But today I told her that if Axel was good why was he seeing the principal in her office. I'm not scared of her, cos believe me I've fought with tons of people before. And I don't care if they get hurt or what because they ALWAYS start it.